moving on home..

Ok so we've finally got final situation figured out, we're moving home! i'm happy, and sad at the same time. happy to know i'll have my husband home with me and my children so he can watch them grow. be home for holidays, birthdays, and anniversaries. i'm sad to leave a life i've learned to get used to and cope with. and some friends that i've made along the way, but i do hope we all stay in touch. my children are small enough to not know what its like to miss their daddy, and have him gone for long periods of time, which i am soo grateful for. so now its packing, cleaning, selling the unneeded things, and getting ready to move on home. my family is so excited for us to return to a "normal" life. but for me right now things seem so surreal. i had to go from basically one extreme to another. i had to change my mind set from "ok gotta start getting myself and kids mentally prepared for a year long deployment" to "ok he's getting out, no more deployments, no more training schedules, he's coming home and staying home" . who would complain right? i am just anxious to see what going back a normal life will have for us. where we will end up, and how our children will react. they may be small and still unaware of many things, but i know they are aware of their surroundings, and i hope they don't have a hard time adjusting. well like i said as to the cleaning and packing....now it's time to start. so off i go!